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hey guys, nah, i can only update one picture, my current looking, using the new gadget without using any effect! cool ha!

anyway, internet connection is really bad over here, so i cant update.
well, i will find a chance to update all the posts.

love you.
meeting with yoke and lee soon =))

Sorry =)

I'm so sorry guys.I know i did not update my blog for SUCH a long time after my final.
SO, i shall announced my first year is finally over.
I finish my final, of course,
I got my results, =)
I'm working in Melbourne now, in one of the jeans company, office work.
I'm gaining weight.

Shall begin with last last friday, which is the 2nd of October,the day we finish our last paper,
went for steamboat (again) in the city and celebrate Tracy's birthday.

walao, the hot side, is super duper hot lor, even i cannot tahan, damn kao one.

Tracy and Steve, the lovely couple from HK.
Steve gave her a tif&co ring for her present, sweet!

that's Lavender and her bf, Raymond, a MALAYSIAN, ahha, like so hard to find another Malaysian.

We went back to Tracy house to celebrate Moon cake festival.
Took lots of memorable pictures before we left.
our first year won't be that fun without them.


mooncake,yumyum

we are a bit silly, maybe not a bit

ass checked!





finally,

my chubby face.

work is alright, simple job, but a l0t to do.
i still like uni life more.
got to go to work tmr, need to sleep now.

Mum, go on9 earlier, here is 3hours ahead of yours.

p/s: Lots of updates, will blog more! stay tune guys.

One down.

I took my Macroeconomics paper yesterday,
erm well, wasn't expecting those question to come out,
so was a little bit disappointed, spending so much time in the subject yet not knowing the exact answer, just hope that my marks would turn out better.

Oh, if you guys read my previous post, I mean the one I said shall I go to Mel to visit my grands ,cousins,aunties, uncle from M'sia. i ended up just staying in Sydney.
But i did web cam and talked in the phone with them quite a few times, well at least, better than nothing. =)

I talked with ALOT of my relatives lately, like my aunt from U.K, kept calling to Sydney to ask how I'm coping and everything, talked with mum the other day, and cousins of course.

That day, my mum told me that she bought back the exact same watch that she lost a year ago.
The watch she lost is actually a present from me and my siblings for her birthday if I'm not mistaken. I can't really recall it was for her birthday or mothers day, or the watch is for both.

She told me that she saw the exact same watch from tesco, then immediately, she went and bought that watch.
I knew she was really upset when she lost that watch a year ago, but then i don't know that she kept it in her heart for such a long time.

I think a little thing and stuffs we as children actually did for our parents, they really appreciate that a lot and keep it in their heart for a very very long time.
I never realized until today, how much the watch means to my mum.
Although the watch is not really expensive kind of watch ( we were still young la,cannot afford okay), but then she treasure it, and sayang it a lot.

That really makes me go "WAO", very surprise, and i don't know how to express the feeling, its just makes me felt amazed the moment i heard that.


Ohyeah, I've been craving for moon cakes lately, especially 富山月饼, so i told my grand through the phone that day. Haha, then she asked me when am i coming back, and i told her during Christmas. Then she said, okay, i will keep a box for you, the cake should last for two months or more before the expiry date. Then i went "WAO" also, you know, the feeling you felt pampered. They even thought of keeping the cakes for me for two months, so that i can eat them when i come back.
Amaze or not?
i must say i am, and am very happy atm.
can't wait for the second I land in M'sia and see everyone back there.

That's all i wanted to say in this post.
# accounting and finance on Monday and Tuesday, i hope i can score both of these.

Updates Soon

I've got so much to say, but little time.
I shall update all after my final,
So, come back after next friday.

love you guys =)

=(

Broke down, like seriously after SUCH a long time, no joke.
its not because of other reasons,
just because study.

Argh,make me so stress, damn stress with the results and everything.
it's getting into my nerves =(

I got my test's results,
nah, it's not very bad, obviously it's more than pass, but then,
it's pretty disappointing, as for my self standard.

Don't tell me how good my results are, because everyone is different.

Don't compare mine and yours, because we are different person.

Don't tell me how smart i am, because smart is just not the word for me.
Don't think i'm a superwoman, because sometimes i paid for it.
Don't say how fuck up you are, think of what you did and why you deserve it.
Don't just think you're the only person who's sad, think of others situation too.
Don't always be that emo, just let the things go and flow, that's the only thing that can work out.

I'm just a norm, i fucking need people to listen and care for me.

DONE* phew* release stress. that's how i do it, and that's it. Every unhappiness end here, that's how it should be done, broke, wipe all the tears, scold, calm down, and done, back to normal.

Life goes on, and you can't just stuck there, what for go and think some more.


Blah, aunty from U.K. called, makes me feel a little bit better and warm.
back to study =.= that's the only thing i can do right now.
study and study harder, sleep less and lesser!

AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!

You Know Why,

TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS



You know why. I'll always be there for you

love from me =) be happy girl

Pissed.

Nah, i went to Tracy's house, and heard one of my friend's story.

My friend, L, is living with her brother currently, AH, and together with her brother's gf.
L don't have her own room, she sleep in the living room, and her wardrobe and everything is in the living room.

The gf, don't like L, maybe she feels that her existence may grabbed away part of her brother's love.

So, she had a lot of issues living there, and her brother is really strict person.
For example, he doesn't allow her to bring any friends home, need to ask for permission before going out at night, and bla bla bla, and guess what? The brother is only 24 years old! imagine you being 24 years old, but acting like this??!! The brother apparently is more strict than her mother.

That's not the main point.
The main point is, now the brother, told the sister that he and her gf is shifting out, but not together with L, and asked her to settle herself!
He told her that he wants to get married with the CHINA gf, and so, he got to care her feeling more.

I was really pissed when i heard this.
I was like, wtffffffffffffffffff this brother is doing man!

You see, sister is blood-related, and the gf is only a gf.okay, maybe he loves her alot, but then you can't love anyone more than your family right, RIGHT GUYS?

The sister is not asking anything from the brother, but a little bit of care and company in a foreign country. She flew so far from Hongkong alone, hoping that the brother will sometimes care for her, be there for her, and now?

We, being far from family and place that we are used to, sometimes, we really need some love from family.Okay, i know i'm very lucky to have my aunt to take care of me, so i'm good enough.

In this case, L is so sad okay. her brother treat her like that, and now shifting out, and only gave her two weeks time to find a room near the uni.

The gf, for god sakes don't like L, so the brother need to shift? WEI, if a girl get together with the boy, and she doesn't want to accept his family, what for they want to get married ha?
and, if the girl loves the brother so much,she should accept the MOST important part of the brother,that is the family members right!

Nah, next time if the girl said i don't like the mum, so he got to get rid of the mother too? get what i mean? ridiculous shit!

The brother is the most ridiculous one, he is the man la!
How can he dump the sister for his gf ha? THAT'S His SISTER
and listen every word that the gf said and obey every demand?
obviously, if the girl don't want to accept his family members,
then she must be not a very nice person,
because if a person doesn't love a family, then how good she can be right.

SOOOOO, if my brother is treating me like this, then I'm really gonna be so sad and hurt.
If i were there listening that my brother said he need to care for his gf instead of his own sister,
then i would cry like shit long lor!

Haiz, what's a family to you brother. Can't you stand at the sister side and think of her position?
If you don't treasure your family now, what do you think your family will be?
I don't want to be so mean or what, but then I'm just really pissed,

For A Person Not Care,Not Treasuring The F.A.M.I.L.Y.
what a sad person =(